Wednesday, June 22, 2005

crossing the field.

it nomally feels exhilirating, crossing sunken garden. today it was green with grass (because of the recent rains) and was softly lit by the late afternoon sun.

but i didn't feel anything.

i crossed the other side of the field after i left ly in educ. and for some reason i was angry. not with him, not with anybody in particular. just angry. and frustrated. and powerless.

it's like all the bad vibes i was trying to outrun has finally caught up with me.

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