01.
i just realized how much work has taken over my life. it used to be that the only reason i can't go meet up friends is that i don't have money; there's too much free time to kill i don't even know where i'd begin. arguably, i have the money to burn these days, but between the official and unofficial jobs, i have very little time to spend doing anything other than working, travelling to and from work, and sleeping.
i know a lot of people experience this and know the feeling, but heck. that doesn't reassure the feeling that one is slowly withdrawing oneself from friends without one realizing it.
02.
i woke up a little after lunch, thinking i'd go to that company christmas party committee ocular to the party venue. i sent a message to one of the guys that i'd go straight to the venue itself since it'll be more convenient for me to do so, rather than drop the office building first and go with the company van.
under the afternoon heat, i was waiting for a shuttle that'll take me to rockwell. and like in those times when i so need to go someplace because i'm pressed for time, none of the shuttles going to that direction are passing my way. great. if a shuttle won't pass in the next five minutes, i'll take a cab.
a shuttle did pass by, and i got in. a few hundred meters after we left the intersection, i stopped at a motorshop to have its brakes examined. what the fuck? i appreciate the man's concern about safety and all, but why couldn't he had it checked before taking in passengers?
i got off, walked away and tried to look for a cab. it was hopeless. none of the cabs passing by my direction are empty. i was wasting my time. i decided i'd head to the office instead and sleep in the sleeping room.
03.
i'm reminding myself that i should be sleeping now.
i have long night ahead of me.
i just realized how much work has taken over my life. it used to be that the only reason i can't go meet up friends is that i don't have money; there's too much free time to kill i don't even know where i'd begin. arguably, i have the money to burn these days, but between the official and unofficial jobs, i have very little time to spend doing anything other than working, travelling to and from work, and sleeping.
i know a lot of people experience this and know the feeling, but heck. that doesn't reassure the feeling that one is slowly withdrawing oneself from friends without one realizing it.
02.
i woke up a little after lunch, thinking i'd go to that company christmas party committee ocular to the party venue. i sent a message to one of the guys that i'd go straight to the venue itself since it'll be more convenient for me to do so, rather than drop the office building first and go with the company van.
under the afternoon heat, i was waiting for a shuttle that'll take me to rockwell. and like in those times when i so need to go someplace because i'm pressed for time, none of the shuttles going to that direction are passing my way. great. if a shuttle won't pass in the next five minutes, i'll take a cab.
a shuttle did pass by, and i got in. a few hundred meters after we left the intersection, i stopped at a motorshop to have its brakes examined. what the fuck? i appreciate the man's concern about safety and all, but why couldn't he had it checked before taking in passengers?
i got off, walked away and tried to look for a cab. it was hopeless. none of the cabs passing by my direction are empty. i was wasting my time. i decided i'd head to the office instead and sleep in the sleeping room.
03.
i'm reminding myself that i should be sleeping now.
i have long night ahead of me.
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